Journey of 19th

19th year old! Such a journey!

19 tahun sudah hidup di dunia ini dan it's such a blessed life :) really

Age is just a number, umur hanya sebuah angka. Sebuah filosofi yang selalu gw pegang teguh!

My wish for this life, I just want to have a balanced life :)

I want to be a better me and do everything for the glory of God :)

And I want to make my parents proud *dream of every children :)

And also, I want to love my friends more than before. I want grow old with them :)

Surely, I'll trying to manage my time and my priority wisely. I'm trying not to be a hypocrite person. I'll trying to use my brain, think everything critically. I'll say sorry if I'm wrong, and defend my opinion if I'm right.

I'll try to train my tongue, not to hurt people around me, but to make people around me grow together with me.

I'll keep my eyes open, see everything around me, I want to see every side point of view, before I judges something. I will train my eyes so hard, so I can't get tempted.

I'll open my ear, listen carefully to every people who is saying something to me.

I'll keep my faith and my pray to my Lord only. For everything that He gives is the best for me.

I'll keep searching and struggle with my future. The dream that maybe answer God desire in my life.

And every mistake I've done before, I will not regret any of it, because I'm growing and learn from it.

Surely, I will open my heart and open myself for everyone who want rebuking and correcting me.

And I'm very thankful that God have give me a great opportunity to meet great people. People who grown me up. For every mentor, for every prayer, for every time they have spend only to grow together with me.

It's such a blessing, such a joy in my life. For having a great Lord like You, for a great family you gave in my life. For great people that I met. For the one that I love the most. :) and for every struggle that I still have on this time, I will surrender it all to You only.

Thank You for the 19th Journey of my Life. I'm going for the 20th :)

Santa and Wish List

Christmas is coming!! Natal segera tiba!!

For me, christmas always become a special day every year :) :)

Because Christ is born on christmas day!? Yeay! But, for me christmas is forever :)

Natal selalu identik dengan si paman gembul berjenggot putih pakai baju warna merah, yes, si paman Santa, sebuah legenda om-om dari north pole datang membawa kado natal buat every child in this world.

Tapi, sayangnya, gw sudah bukan anak-anak lagi :( I'm always wishing that I'm a children forever :( well, I'm still children now. Don't believe it? Ask why :) there're several good reason to tell that I'm still children :p

Okay, back to our main topic. So, even I'm a children or what, the good thing is I'm too old enough to ask Mr. Santa a christmas gift.

Why?

First of all, I'm too old, too big to craving toys from Mr. Santa that I know didn't exist =.=, let's craving the toys from our parents.

Now the condition is my parents is my santa. Do you know how Santa give the gifts to the children?

He's making a list
And checking it twice;
Gonna find out Who's naughty and nice
Santa Claus is coming to town
He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good
So be good for goodness sake!

Now you know it, I believe all of you have known about it!

And about the good thing, not all I do in this year is a good thing, sometimes I forgot to pray, everyday I make sin, *including disturb my friend, insulting them, mocking them *and my parents, say something that isn't appropriate, thinking something *piiip*, and many more,

Do you imagine it?

How egoist is us?

We asking a gift!

Santa give COAL to naughty boy and girl. I think we should get coal despite get our toys :(.

It's sad :'( but actually we should get from what we do right!?

We must accept it :')

we must pray for God give us the miracle on christmas day!

Actually He give us miracle everyday, uncounted blessing everyday too :)

And for Christmas Day.

He will give His Miracle to all people who believe in His name, that Jesus Christ the Lord has born :).

it's not materialistic thing He will give.

His gift is an enormous infinity JOY to the world!!

Joy to the world! The Lord is come.

Let earth receive her King
Let every heart
Prepare Him room
And Saints and angels sing
And Saints and angels sing
And Saints and Saints and angels sing

Joy to the world, the Saviour reigns

Let Saints their songs employ
While fields and floods
Rocks, hills and plains
Repeat the sounding joy
Repeat the sounding joy
Repeat, Repeat, the sounding joy

Joy to the world with truth and grace

And makes the nations prove
The glories of His righteousness
And wonders of His love
And wonders of His love
And wonders and wonders of His love

No more will sin and sorrow grow,

Nor thorns infest the ground;

He'll come and make the blessings flow

Far as the curse was found,

Far as the curse was found,

Far as, far as the curse was found.

He rules the world with truth and grace,

Elang

Elang selalu dikaitkan sebagai suatu binatang yang identik dengan kehidupan manusia.

Elang selalu diidentikan dengan manusia yang selalu berada di atas, pemimpin, sosok yang powerful, tangguh dan kuat. *apa bedanya sih -.-?

Lalu, bagaimanakah sosok elang sesungguhnya? mengapa dia selalu di kaitkan dengan sebuah analogi pemimpin yang tangguh?

Elang, mempunyai mata yang tajam, paruh yang kuat *walau tidak mempunya gigi, dan dia adalah sosok yang sangat mandiri. Sebuah binatang yang mampu bertahan hidup walau harus sendiri. Dan elang, menjaga seluruh anak-anaknya hingga mampu terbang sendiri.

Siapa yang tidak ingin menjadi seperti elang? Kalau gw kadang pergi ke gereja, saat pengucapan berkat sebelum pulang kata-kata yang berkaitan dengan elang adalah seperti ini,"Hendaklah engkau menjadi seperti elang, selalu naik dan tidak turun"

Seperti yang gw bilang di atas, elang adalah sosok yang sangat-sangat mandiri. Sosok yang mampu bertahan hidup sendiri, yang diidentikan dengan seorang yang dewasa, seorang leader atau raja atau apalah yang sejenisnya.

Tapi tidakkah kau tau, ada resiko saat menjadi seekor elang?

Saat engkau terbang tinggi, meninggalkan tanah tempat engkau berpijak, sadarkah, engkau menjadi sosok yang tangguh, engkau berada di tempat yang tinggi. Melihat jauh ke bawah, melihat yang lain tidak juga kunjung terbang.

Saat engkau menjadi seekor elang, engkau sendiri di tempat yang tinggi, kesendirian menghantuimu.

Mungkin engkau tidak akan di terima lagi saat engkau turun menginjakan kakimu di tanah tempat engkau berpijak sebelumnya.

Engkau berkembang menjadi sosok yang tangguh, dan resiko yang harus engkau ambil adalah, engkau mungkin akan kehilangan hal-hal indah yang pernah kau rasakan sebelumnya.

There's always a risk when you take a choice. *Yes, of course!

But, there's always a better part of taking every choice. You're an eagle right now and yet you can create another eagle to fly. Not everyone wanted to be an eagle. But if you're the one who decide to became an eagle. It's time to create another eagle. It's time to sustain another generation of eagle. Everything who have life must reproduce to sustain another generation.

It's time for an eagle to create another eagle.